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Does Studying and Drinking go together~? Haha I m doing THEM together¡K.

came bak from DSC exec din... all i can say is.. "mo loi'.. haha* meow.....****

i really hate this feeling... i kept taking pills.. but da point is i dont know which part of me is sick... but if i dont take those pills, i cant even eat anything at all...was is just "sum lei jork yong" or was it i M RELI SICK?

my 1st uni. mid term.. just.. brutal.... i knew it da moment when i got da exam i m gona f*ck it all up.. haha... n i was right~... my first time having HALF blanks on my exam.... maybe i should be proud... but rite now.. HO "SAO"  ah.. dim suen ah~ if i get kick out..my mom is gona send me to winnepeg...

i guessed i was pretty down last week, worte many things tat i m not suppose to write anymore... but da season, da month, da day, da rain, da cold reminds me of everything...... n i hate it... not tat i hate it.. is just. i dont wanna remember it...i guess it is not bad to remember stuff from da past.. but i figured wht i was doing was holding onto words tat i wish u had never said, or holding onto things tat was not meant to be mine... i m reli stupid. n i know it... so... rite now... i m moving on.. YES. finally(see how long i can last dis time) to find my *brightest star*....

i miss those days.. when i was free from worries n saddness....when i can enjoy da week without thinking about...***

back to study now... omggg.. doen w/ math n eng, now onto stat. econ. geo... KILL ME!... cant wait til i hve REAL holiday!!!

i m in DESPERATE need to see a doctor..... BUT. NO TIME.. damn.... dis week.. . i'll hve to go.. or else. i will die.... yes.. die FULL OF REGRETS.....

i m such a nerd now. i hate my NERDY LIFE...

cant take in anymore of tat..... ENUF.... help me..... maybe i shouldnt go to da doc afta all... die naturally... hurt less...

Don't; don't waste your time (Don't you waste your time)
       There's a good thing waiting for you down the line (Down the line)
                              Don't, don't waste your time (Don't you waste your time)
                    As soon as you get over him your life will truly shine (Truly shine)

                 Just let it go
                               There's a good thing waiting for you
                      Don't you know (Don't you know yeah)
                                              Just let it go
                                       As soon as you get over him you'll find the sweetest friend, oh

luv da song...thx eu..

saw "it" again tonite.. dis is like a nightmare..everytime..i saw related things..i will shiver~

it's october. i promised chuu to do da "plan" w/ her. n YES I WIL TRY. no mata wht!

Quote of da day=  raine:: Dream is JUST a dream.....

Time to wake up..... get me an alarm clock!!!!!

saw something i m not supposed to see...

read something i m not supposed to read....

thinking about wht da hell is going on.... is it reli wht i m thinking... ? but why.......why it has to end this way...

i wana know the truth, plz give me the answer... i cant stand it any longer..

my mood meter suddenly goes from 100 down to NEGATIVE infinite...

nth on dis planet can bring it up again... ever ever ever again...

....... kill me.. put me to sleep....

THE END

my first time working today!!!!!.too bad it was only a 1 day job but it was worht it.... it was quite fun... very tiring though~. da guys there were supa nice to us. n damnnn... so hot too!!!! someone was being soooo * flirty* there...even asked him for  his #.. haha i cant believe u said tat!!! but seriously... his blue eyes were so attractive... n da sexy hair... hahah.. it was reli funny... n they were entertaining!!!! too bad we r not 19 yet... since he asked us to go for a drink... but.. damnnnnnnn not legal age!!!!! if is ryan.. haha. someone will for sure go crazyy!!! someone was so sad. since he was engaged... n he is only 4 yrs older than me =P i found out my mandarin oral skills are soooo bad.. i gota get lots n lots of practice!!!!!

so many bad news these days... i've had enuf of them!!! da biggest one... was in FULL detail....... thx for telling me da whole scenario.....

sometimes there are things that u mite wanna know.. but. u dont hve the courage to find out da truth... nor u hve the chance to search for the truth~ 

..... all gone >.<

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